Only on a certain part.
I don’t know if I’m ready for this.
Being open.
Being hurt.
Liking.
Not being liked.
Seeing the flicker on.
Seeing the flicker off.
Leaping.
Falling.
Crashing.
I also have doubts on willingness.
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I am currently reading The Host by Stephenie Meyer. Although this book was given by a friend last year, I just started reading it last week.
I will edit this post the moment I finish reading it.
I have an impression that this book by Meyer is somewhat the same from the movie Avatar? Or I don’t know, that’s only a theory because of the ‘alien’ thing.
Based from some reviews I’ve read about this book, it’s a love story and Meyer drop the ‘vampire thing’ and replace it with some alien.
Why I want to read The Host?
I have been addicted (and I do mean literally addicted) in Twilight Saga books. I guess nothing beats Edward Cullen – a perfect creature created by Meyer! So I’m intrigued if she has other books, and wonder if the leading man in her other books is like Edward Cullen in Twilight.
Just can’t get enough.
and I will find out!
current found quotes/lines/dialogues:
“My heart gives one hard thum, and I know I will wait here if it takes him all night.” – Melanie to Jared
“I blinked away the unwelcome moisture in my eyes. I didn’t know how much more of this I could stand. How did anyone survive this world, with these bodies whose memories wouldn’t stay in the past where they should? With these emotions that were so strong I couldn’t tell what I felt anymore.” – Wanderer
“In so many millenia, the humans never did figure love out. How much physical, how much in the mind? How much accident and how much fate? Why did perfect matches crumble and impossible couples thrive? I don’t know the answers any better than they did. Love simply is where it is.” – Comforter
“I was dangerously emotional” – Wanderer
1. “Afraid for Love to Fade”
original by Jose Mari Chan
but I’m loving Christian Bautista’s revival
from CB’s album: Romance Revisited – The Love Songs of Jose Mari Chan
My head’s in a jam can’t take you off my mind
From the time we met i’ve been beset by thoughts of you
And the more that i ignore this feeling
The more i find my self believin’
That i just have to see you again
I can’t let you pass me by
I just can’t let you go but i know
That i an much too shy to let you know
Afraid that i might say the wrong
words and displease you
Afraid for love to fade
before it can come true
Like a child again
I’m out and lost for words
How does one define a crush combine with longing
Longing to possess you oh so dearly
I’m obsessed with you completely
I’ll go mad if i cant have you
I can’t let you pass me by
I just can’t let you go but i know
That i am much too shy to let you know
Afraid that i might say the wrong
words and displease you
Afraid for love to fade
before it can come true
I can’t let you pass me by
I just can’t let you go let me say
the things and say the words to let you know
I would rather say the awkward words than loose you
Afraid for love to fade
Before it can come true
afraid for love to fade
before it can come true…
2. “The Show” by Lenka
for her album: Lenka
I’m just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don’t know where to go I can’t do it alone I’ve tried
And I don’t know why
Slow it down
Make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
‘Cause it’s too much
Yeah, it’s a lot
To be something I’m not
I’m a fool
Out of love
‘Cause I just can’t get enough
I’m just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don’t know where to go I can’t do it alone I’ve tried
And I don’t know why
I’m just a little girl lost in the moment
I’m so scared but I don’t show it
I can’t figure it out
It’s bringing me down I know
I’ve got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
The sun is hot
In the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
And synchronize in time
It’s a joke
Nobody knows
They’ve got a ticket to that show
Yeah
I’m just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can’t do it alone I’ve tried
And I don’t know why
I’m just a little girl lost in the moment
I’m so scared but I don’t show it
I can’t figure it out
It’s bringing me down I know
I’ve got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show
I’m just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can’t do it alone I’ve tried
And I don’t know why
I’m just a little girl lost in the moment
I’m so scared but I don’t show it
I can’t figure it out
It’s bringing me down I know
I’ve got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
dum de dum
dudum de dum
Just enjoy the show
dum de dum
dudum de dum
Just enjoy the show
I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show
I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show
3. “Senti” by Moonstar88
from their album: Todo Combo
Niyaya mo akong
mamasyal, sa zoo
Ang sabi mo kasi,
kailangan mo ng kasama,
sumama naman ako, kasi, crush kita
noon pa
kungsabagay, gusto ko na ring magka,
alam mo na
Pagkatapos,
kumain tayo sa labas,
kinwento mo, ang iyong nakaraan,
ang ‘yong nakaraan
Iniwanan ka na pala
ng iyong girlfriend,
kasi ayaw niya
ng bago mong buhok
Mahal ka ba niya, talaga?
Mahal ka ba niya, talaga?
Inaliw kita,
tawa ka pa nga ng tawa
sinabi mong, wag kitang iwan,
ayaw mong mag isa, oh
Ok lang sa akin,
abutin man ng umaga
lahat ay gagawin,
para ka lang, mapasaya
Mahal ka ba niya, talaga?
oh, hoh
Mahal ka ba niya, talaga?
Mahal ka ba niya, talaga?
Mahal ka ba niya, talaga?
Ako,
mahal kita, mahal na mahal
mahal na mahal
mahal na mahal
mahal na mahal
mahal na mahal
mahal na mahal
mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal
4. “Soulmate” by Natasha Bedingfield
from her album: Pocketful of Sunshine
Incompatible, it don’t matter though
‘cos someone’s bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You’re not easy to find
Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you’re in disguise
Who doesn’t long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I’m on my own
If there’s a soulmate for everyone
Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There’s enough for everyone
But I’m still waiting in line
Who doesn’t long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I’m on my own
If there’s a soulmate for everyone
If there’s a soulmate for everyone
Most relationships seem so transitory
They’re all good but not the permanent one
Who doesn’t long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I’m on my own
If there’s a soulmate for everyone
Who doesn’t long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I’m on my own
If there’s a soulmate for everyone
If there’s a soulmate for everyone
5. “If This Isn’t Love” by Jennifer Hudson
from her self-titled album: Jennifer Hudson
I’m calling his phone up
Just to tell him how much
I really love him ‘cause
His everything I want
He listens to me, he cares for me
So I truly believe
God sent me an angel
Up from above
That’s gonna love me for life
Might as well be perfect only because
It’s the only way I can describe, so
It this isn’t love, tell me what it is
‘Cause I could be dreaming or just plain crazy
It this isn’t love, tell me what it is
‘Cause I never felt like this baby
If this isn’t love
L-O-V-E, what is in me
L-O-V-E, oh if this isn’t love
L-O-V-E, what is in me
L-O-V-E, oh if this isn’t love
I’m selfish ‘cause I don’t
Wanna share him with nobody
Not even knows
People that came before me
But see, I never believed
God would send me an angel
Up from above
That’s gonna love me for life
Might as well be perfect only because
It’s the only way I can describe, so
It this isn’t love, tell me what it is
‘Cause I could be dreaming or just plain crazy
It this isn’t love, tell me what it is
‘Cause I never felt like this baby
If this isn’t love
L-O-V-E, what is in me
L-O-V-E, oh if this isn’t love
L-O-V-E, what is in me
L-O-V-E, oh
So if you got real love
Lemme see you put your hands up
See you put your hands up
The kind of love that fits quite like a drug
Lemme see you put your hands up
See you put your hands up
If this isn’t love
‘Cause I know I ain’t crazy
I know I ain’t tripping
I know I ain’t slipping
I know that is love
You see me with my hands up
If you think I’m dreaming
I know I ain’t dreaming
‘Cause this is the reason I love him because
If this isn’t love
It this isn’t love, tell me what it is
‘Cause I could be dreaming or just plain crazy
It this isn’t love, tell me what it is
‘Cause I never felt like this baby
L-O-V-E, what is in me
L-O-V-E, oh if this isn’t love
L-O-V-E, what is in me
L-O-V-E, oh if this isn’t love
Love, L-O-V-E
Love, L-O-V-E
